Pretty soon, I might get a little enriching tour around the principal's office and enjoy high-quality jasmine green tea with her. At least, that was what my maths teacher warned me about as she returned me my common test script.

I had received a single digit. The marks were so pathetic that I really had nothing to say. I'm not a maths guru, was never one. But somehow, receiving that unglamorous result made me despair. Am I stupid? I guess math's really not my cup of tea. I just cant do it.

Feeling pretty annoyed now. I had sympathised with her, tried so hard to be nice to her, but I can no longer do so. It's getting on my nerves. For a period of time, I painfully detached my own wings so that her dreams could take flight. Maybe I'm tired. Maybe I'm weary, but I can no longer be as noble as before. I'm tired, would you just spare me the pain and agony?

The very last thing I want to do now is to break down.

I think I gave my Chem tutor the shock of her life when I did my chem spa today. Equipped with packets of tissue, medicated oil (yesyes), panadol and throat lozenges, I walked into the chem lab in a drowsy state of mind.

Pandemonium started.

I charted NO bubble, which was supposedly to have evolved from the decomposition of hydrogen peroxide. Frantic, I waved my chem tutor over, while sneezing all the while. She took a look at my setup and suggested that I redo my experiment.

I panicked.

When my chem tutor came along for the second time, I grabbed the nearest apparatus (which happened to be a pipette) and stuck it into FA1. Happily, I placed the pipette filler on top and proceeded to extract 25.0cm3 of the reagent. I bent down to position myself at the same eye level as the blue mark and suddenly, it struck me! How come there wasnt any blue marking?

OMG. At the moment, my first thought was, dont tell me that my pipette's also giving up on me?

That's when I realised my fatal flaw. In my disoriented state, I had stuck my pipette into the reagent bottle the WRONG way, meaning that my pipette filler was happily perched on the tip of the pipette while the end was submerged in the reagent. 

SOTONG yun );
Flu bugs are so deadly nowadays.

Depletion of tissue begins.
Now that I've been down with flu, cough, fever, throat infection and headache, I guess I need to stock up on my supply of tissue. );

This doesnt bode well. I'm craving for new year goodies, like bakgua, pineapple tarts and cookies, but I cant possibly eat them now. );

Sighs.

Was lectured today. Feeling rather disappointed. All time low.

Get well soon, yun.

I dont know what's wrong with me.
Maybe this is what people call melancholy.
I realise most taurus girls are like this. Their emotions fluctuate, and they cant let go of their feelings easily.
Hahas, I guess this's the price to pay for possessing other taurus characteristics.

When we give, we give in totality.
It's just too true.

I'm starting to see the silver lining in every cloud. Thank you, rah, thank you bev, thank you mat, thank you siokhong, for being through this rainstorm with me.

Ah, I miss my hwachong peeps. Ah jie, ah pa, ah gor, nuer. Shall sneak back soon :D